I am really enjoying the time I have been able to spend with my Master the last few days. I feel like we are getting back what we use to have and there is nothing in this world that could make me happier.

I am the happiest I can be when I can feel his dominance and control over me. We were able to spend sometime together last night and it felt nice submitting to him, I even woke up with a pleasant reminder and a few tiny bruises. I love a dull ache or visual reminder of my submission to him.

So, today he decided that maybe I should start reciting my mantra again to reinforce my submission to him. I have had the same mantra for all of our relationship and I am a bit embarrassed to admit that it took me a few min to remember it. Yes, its been a very long time since its been said. At one point I was saying it everyday, & I am not even quiet sure what was the cause of it stopping. Its a little sad because reciting it makes me feel close to him and thats important to me.

So today when I had privacy I went into my bed room removed all of my clothes and knelt on the floor. That in its self is enough to really bring out my submissive feelings, its very humbling to kneel naked on the floor offering myself to him. I generally say my mantra out loud 18 times (my master has a thing for the number 6 so 6+6+6=18) but because I hadn't already done it when he asked me about it today he changed it up a bit. He now wanted me to do it 36 times (18+18 = well you get the point) but did allow me to play with myself while I said it. So as I knelt saying out loud "I have given myself to (insert name), I love him and want to submit to him" I gently rubbed my clit in small circles just enough for me to feel my pussy react and become wet. As I said my mantra and rubbed my clit I could feel my submission wash over me and even now hours later I have a very submissive feeling about me.

As I finished my mantra I could feel the ache in my knees and back. I have never been able to kneel long and after not doing it for so long I could feel the stiffness but doing it for him was worth every last ache I felt. Saying my mantra use to be an important aspect of my daily submission to him and I am happy to have it back. Repeating those words over and over just reinforces to me who I am, who I belong to, and who loves me. So thank you Master for having me do it again :)

His Angel