The Evil Hanger 

Earlier this week 666 had asked me to buy pant hangers and as soon as he mentioned it I had a pretty good idea what he had planed for them and believe me it was never for hanging pants :) So yesterday, while out shopping I did buy said hangers and after teasing each other back and forth all day I was quite a horny mess. I wish I could say that our night went completely smooth but my sassy and stuburn side came out and almost cost us our night. 

Even before I was told to gather my things I was completely drenched. Something about being with him just turns me on. I was told to strip and as I slid my panties down my thighs I was greeted with a dripping wet cunt. I was told to crawl to get my things (hanger, string, water bottles, butt plug and vibrator) and come back with a toy in my mouth. Crawling is humiliating to me, something about being on my hands and knees with my tits swaying just gets to me. I quickly gathered my things and came back with my vibrator in my mouth. I was told to keep the vibrator in my mouth and I wasn't in much of a position to argue. 

I didn't have to wait long to be told to attach the hanger to my tits. I was told to clamp them on deep and of course I knew this was so they didn't slip off easily. I wont burden you all with the small details but I was eventually told that I was to attach a full water bottle and let it dangle. It pulled nicely on my nipples making me breath heavy and drip even more. I have to admit that I was very nervous when I was told to attach the second one. I resisted a little knowing that the pain would be much more intense. I was told I could do it slowly, so I slowly added the weight and the pain was quite intense and a little to much for the hanger as the clips slid off, all I can say is OUCH.  It took a few times before we got the right water combo, of 1 full and the other 1/3 full to stay on. During out play session I also was told to crawl to the kitchen with the bottles attached. I have to say I think this was my favorite part of the night. It was humiliating and I loved the feeling of having to drag the bottles with my tits, it made me feel oh so submissive and so very turned on. 

After some intense play and some very sensitive nipples I was rewarded with some vibrator play and *sigh* a plug in my rear. I was quiet working up and enjoyed fucking my pussy with my vibrator while my hand bumped into my clit making me squirm even more. After playing I was still horny and went to bed still feeling the effects of it all. I am completely grateful for our time together and loved every min of it .. even being completely exhausted today from lack of sleep and having some very sensitive nipples to remind me of our fun. I love you Master and am so excited to feel your dominance and control over me again.

      

xoxo

His Angel

Its been a few days since I have blogged .. I got sick and didn't want to do anything but rest really. I am feeling better now and wanted to update here. 


I often wonder how other peoples relationships work. What are their rules and why do they go about it the way they do. I know that each relationship is different and everyone has different ideas on how things work and what they expect. 


Sometimes, when I am reading or talking to other people I think to myself that there is no way I could do what they are doing. I also find myself very envious of other peoples challenges and wonder what it would be like to do what they are doing. I wonder what types of struggles people have and if I am alone in mine. How do other people handle it. Its one reason why I am back blogging and on twitter, I need the interaction of other like minded people. 


I often find myself resisting my Master even when I know its wrong or unjust. Is it because I am ashamed of who I am and the things that turn me on. I honestly do think that is part of it, my mom preached to me about sex and I have heard her say many negative things about it. She would absolutely freak if she knew I was submissive and that not only did I not mind sucking cock but I actually love it. Don't even get me started on bondage and spanking .. ha thats just unheard of in her world. I am working hard to work past these feelings and be ok with who I am, but it certainly is a work in progress. At one time I though I was making good progress but I think in the last year or so I have took some steps backwards. 


Thankfully, I have a very caring and patient Master. He does push me, but I don't believe as much as he would like. I want him to be able to push me, its how I learn and grow but at the same time I am so scared and I fight him when I should just trust in him as I know he will never do me any harm. 


Sorry for the random ramblings of this crazy submissive girl .. Thanks for listening and feel free to comment :) 


His Angel

I am really enjoying the time I have been able to spend with my Master the last few days. I feel like we are getting back what we use to have and there is nothing in this world that could make me happier.

I am the happiest I can be when I can feel his dominance and control over me. We were able to spend sometime together last night and it felt nice submitting to him, I even woke up with a pleasant reminder and a few tiny bruises. I love a dull ache or visual reminder of my submission to him.

So, today he decided that maybe I should start reciting my mantra again to reinforce my submission to him. I have had the same mantra for all of our relationship and I am a bit embarrassed to admit that it took me a few min to remember it. Yes, its been a very long time since its been said. At one point I was saying it everyday, & I am not even quiet sure what was the cause of it stopping. Its a little sad because reciting it makes me feel close to him and thats important to me.

So today when I had privacy I went into my bed room removed all of my clothes and knelt on the floor. That in its self is enough to really bring out my submissive feelings, its very humbling to kneel naked on the floor offering myself to him. I generally say my mantra out loud 18 times (my master has a thing for the number 6 so 6+6+6=18) but because I hadn't already done it when he asked me about it today he changed it up a bit. He now wanted me to do it 36 times (18+18 = well you get the point) but did allow me to play with myself while I said it. So as I knelt saying out loud "I have given myself to (insert name), I love him and want to submit to him" I gently rubbed my clit in small circles just enough for me to feel my pussy react and become wet. As I said my mantra and rubbed my clit I could feel my submission wash over me and even now hours later I have a very submissive feeling about me.

As I finished my mantra I could feel the ache in my knees and back. I have never been able to kneel long and after not doing it for so long I could feel the stiffness but doing it for him was worth every last ache I felt. Saying my mantra use to be an important aspect of my daily submission to him and I am happy to have it back. Repeating those words over and over just reinforces to me who I am, who I belong to, and who loves me. So thank you Master for having me do it again :)

His Angel

:) I am so happy to be blogging again. My life has been turned upside down and lots of things have changed but a few things remain the same.

So, whats changed. Well I had been sick for a while and its hard to explain its not that I way dying I just felt horrible all the time and was constantly tired. I lost my job which in it self would seem horrible but was truly a blessing in disguise. I hated my job and was very unhappy there and it made me a miserable person. After I lost my job I became even more sick and ended up needing surgery. Who would have thought that a little gallbladder could have caused me so many issues.

I am now back in school. Will someone please tell me whats wrong with me, why at 27 would I go back to school. Truth be told .. I LOVE it. I am happy and super excited about a new career its something completely different then what I have done in the past. I cant wait for school to be completed and to start working again. Yep, I am crazy .. I love working!

So whats the same? I am still very much submissive and still very much in love with TheWiz666. We have been together for 2 years and 7 months. We have had lots of good times and a few not so good times. I think because both of our lives are changing so drastically right now that it has effected our relationship in a negative way but because we have always had a strong relationship built on friendship and honesty we are working through this difficult time and finally seeing the bright side of things again. I love him with all my heart and will try to work through anything to see our relationship succeed.

I want to try to write in my blog at least a few times a week. Mostly based on prompts but at times it will be random rants and thoughts or things that 666 wants me to write about and express.

His Angel